... here's a terror meme courtesy of kay_cricketed which I simply Could Not Resist.

Yup, it's That Goddamned LJ Interests Terror Meme Thing again. I need to stop posting terror memes. But hey, they're fun, and the potential for randomness that my interests could induce was simply too great for me to be able to resist. Forgive me, world. But I needed to do something to cheer myself up over South Bank University screwing my placements up yet again. Plus, I think this post is rather more interesting than the last one so read this, ignore the last one, forgive rambling because brain is being stupid again, need sleep badly, etcetera.

I'm actually kind of pleased by some of these. And anyone with a passing acquaintance with me and my interests will probably have guessed why already. All must fear the LJ Interests Meme BECAUSE THE MEME IS PSYCHIC AND WILL EAT YOUR SOUL.

LJ Interests meme results

1. cats:
   Oh, YES. Warm and snuggly bundles of evil love. How can anybody not adore cats? They're beautiful, warped creatures and I just love them for it. I live for the indifference and the spurning... or at least i do when it comes from a fuzzly kitty with lovely eyes.
2. drawing (badly):
   ... um, yeah. Well. What can I say except that's accurate? I've been drawing for years, labored long and hard over my artwork, struggled and struggled to try and hone my talents... and have come out barely more than irredeemably awful. I can do you a mostly-decent manga character and a half-decent Ken, but anything more than that and I'm stumped. I wish I could draw.
3. gothic fashion:
   ... it's my dress sense, what can I say? I love going round looking like a maniac and scaring the children. I don't consider myself particularly up with the Goth lifestyle; I just have a deep and abiding fascination with long skirts and trailing sleeves. And obscene lengths of ribbon.
4. janne da arc:
   I like their music: that's really all it takes to keep me interested. It's enough for me that I listen to 'Another Story' on a regular basis. My dad kinda likes them, but largely because I keep forcing him to listen to their albums in the car and he wants to not go crazy.
5. ken hidaka:
   So. Goddamned. Freaky. This meme knows me. It knows me in my soul. Yeah, I like Ken just a touch. I could tell you exactly why if I had 45 years and a spare pair of lungs, but as it is I'll say that what makes Ken adorable is the fact that he doesn't actually know he's adorable. Much love for seeing him with Youji in all senses of the word, but I think I probably like him best when he's angsty... and if at all possible blood-spattered and drenched in bleak rain, but if that fails I'll just take the Ken-angst. Because I love Ken so much I want to really screw him up. Repeatedly.
6. night:
   I am a night person. I'm usually at my alertest sometime between the hours of half past ten and half two. At night. And stars are pretty, Though I never see many of them in London. Plus at night I get to sleep. Sort of.
7. psx2:
   I really am interested in my PlayStation for all I barely touch it from one month to the next... I can't stay interested in computer games (especially not Square RPGs, which I love) for the length of time needed to complete them, but I love playing them anyway.
8. sleeping a lot:
   I'm on my way to take a much-needed nap now, actually. I love my sleep. But perhaps not as much as I love lying on the edge of sleep and waiting to drift off. All my fantasies come out to play and it's teh awesome. Mm, naptime.
9. vampires:
   I don't remember adding this to my interests list. Oh well, whatever, I am kind of interested in vampires. It would be kind of nice to be a vampire, actually. I could spend all day asleep then come out to terrorize the neighborhood dressed in crushed velvet.
10. yaoi:
    tastes like candy. I can read yaoi until my brain explodes, though in all honesty I'm more into angst and character development than hot mansex (or even angst and character development and hot mansex, that would be nice). I think this ties in with the Ken-love rather more than I'm entirely comfortable with. Yes, yes, I know it should be slash now but I honestly can't be assed to go to my profile and change it.

Enter your LJ user name, and 10 interests will be selected from your interest list.

Now I really am going to sleep before I start working myself up into a paranoid frenzy because I've managed to convince myself nobody likes me (which perhaps would be because I don't much like myself at the minute and that's mainly because I'm being stupid and whiny), such as which I haven't experienced since early adolescence. I've really had a horribly sterile and generically lousy day and my number one cure for bad days is to sleep through as much of them as is humanly possible in the hope that whatever twisted deity is delighting in tormenting me this time will get the bloody hint and leave me alone already. So it's time for bed, or at least for a concerted nap.

/laila signs out hoping for better things of tomorrow... please? Please?