Nipped off angstchan

Okay, I've not done of these things before and wasn't ever intending to either, but the artwork for the inner soul things was so precious I just couldn't resist it. Though I got a different one first because I used my pen name and not my LJ user name - but I decided that was cheating.

( This explains a lot... perhaps )

He looks a bit like a blonde Nagi, if you ask me. Damn fangirl obsessiveness.

Apparently, my inner soul is a broody uber-uke demon type. With wings. No, I don't get it either. I don't fear fear, though... I fear writer's block and trying to marshal Weiss Kreuz characters toward jumping into bed with one another, because it's so difficult. I will get this one-shot finished tonight, I swear!

... just let me go eat first.

... and no, this isn't a line from my yaoi fanfic. It's actually an example of disturbingly bad, not to mention disgustingly coy, sex writing taken from a Mary Sue fic of my acquaintance. I'll admit it - I have been using this story as an instruction manual in What Not To Do... and so, I think, would almost anybody if they were in my position and had actually read the fic in question.

Anyway, this is gonna be a quick update - theoretically.

The Good News: although it took me until seven o'clock this morning and led to me going to bed long after the sun was up, again, I finally, finally managed to finish my yaoi fanfic, 'Resurgence' - sex scene included! Thank you, Fanfic Gods! I can rest a little easier for that. I've yet got to proofread it, but it's done. It's finished. Hooray.

*dies*

Anyway, for those of you who are interested in reading my attempts at Youji x Ken yaoi fanfiction (there isn't enough of it, damn it!) and are wondering when I'm actually going to be posting this fic, I've just now made a start on the second story, 'Stasis'. That's coming pretty easily. Well, easier than the sex one, anyway. That wouldn't be that hard, I admit - as I've already stated ad infinitum, sex scenes are difficult both to set up and to write - but all the same coming along is what it is doing. No idea when it will be done, but if it takes more than a day or so I will be pretty annoyed.

Once that's done, I will have to see about making a start on my revision. I have exams coming up, for all I have been hiding from them under the Fangirl Duvet too. Though, because I could still stand to be a rather better student than I am, this probably won't stop me from trying to write a bit more of 'Seuche' as well.

I feel pretty bad that I've left this fic hanging just before Chapter 14, when a lot of the people I talk to want to see the Schu-angst which is showing up in Chapter 15. I love writing that fanfic, and with any luck getting this Youji x Ken obsessive story arc out of the way will leave me free to concentrate on it again. It's taken me a while to get the angles for the next chapter, but I think I'm figuring out how to get all the things I want to in it without having to stretch credibility too much to manage this. I blame the Evil Idea I had on March 16: I love that idea (it involves Schuldich), but oh boy is it ever Evil.

Anyway. I should probably wrap this one up now - I want to go eat something, then get back to work. Too bad that's Weiss Yaoi Fangirl work, not Nursing College work. What it must be not to have to deal with Fangirl Priorities...

... hm, I wonder if I could claim Obsessive Fangirlishness as a mitigating factor?