A Story What I Wroted All By Myself

[sevendials]

... or rather, a part of one. Yup, by hook or by crook I will finish this book fanfiction the length of New Mexico. I finished Chapter 21 last night (in Devon - what else is there to do late at night in darkest Devon?) and swore that I would update this fic as soon as possible come what may, and hey - I've got to do something to take my mind off this thing with the cat. I mean, I don't even live here most of the time. I don't really have the right to be the hysterical one. That wouldn't be fair on my mother: she at least has a genuine reason to feel really upset about this. I can be upset, sure, but I shouldn't be in her face about it. She's definitely going to be more lastingly upset than I am over this.

Anyway. That's enough of that. I don't want to wallow in misery over this - I'm supposed to be an adult, I should start trying to act like one. Thanks to everyone for listening to my venting my grief over my parents' poor dead cat. Please take this fic part as a token of my gratitude.

Seuche Chapter 17: Vertrauen

And if you don't like my fanfics then you can... um... you can make yourself a nice cup of tea?

Though if you don't like my fanfics you probably shouldn't be reading my livejournal as they're about the only interesting thing it has going for it and should instead be taking healthful enjoyment in getting to know your neighbors or taking long walks in the countrysi

I have to admit that - hold the front page - I actually like the way this chapter came out. It is full of angst. With any luck I will not be the only one who likes this chapter, because there is angst and arguing and Youji being worried and Ken all wet and depressed and there's enough emotional baggage in here to fill the hold of a 747. Maybe it's no bad thing I was so remiss about writing the last chapter and therefore got to post this chapter I actually like on a night when God knows I definitely needed a little bit of a lift.

Finally, as I've been feeling depressed and headachey and all in all rather low...

Dance the night away by karchan85
Name
What you Look like
The Music	R&B
Quiz created with MemeGen!

I AM DANCING LIKE A MONKEY AND NOT TRIPPING ON MY ABSURDLY LONG HAIR. Yay.

R&B? Um... well, I guess I could be listening to Hikki. I like Hikki, and I guess you could say she was an R&B singer without stretching the term too much.

Sorry. But silly memes always do make me feel a little bit happier when I'm feeling low. As does listening to 'Moonflower' over and over and over and over and over until my brain begs for mercy. I guess I could have tweaked the source code so that my spazzy dancing woman with unfeasibly long hair was actually dancing to 'Moonflower', but what would the point of doing memes be if I played with the results to suit myself?

YAY 'Moonflower' I LOVE you when I am feeling down you lift me up. Perhaps it's a Ken thing.

Comments

[aimless38.livejournal.com]

I continue to be blown away by your skill in writing this story. You handle the subject matter with the gravity it deserves.

You write some of the best Ken centric stories I have ever read. (I am a Weiss whore and have read huge amounts of fic.) I adore your pairing of Ken and Yohji as well. It is a refreshing break from the norm.

I cried right along with Ken at the end of the chapter. I am glad that when he finally broke down yohji was there for him so he would not be alone.

You have also created a set of original characters that continue to fascinate me. This story is one of my all time favorites. I am so glad I found it and am so glad I found your LJ. Would it be all right for me to friend you?
Hugs
Amy

Yay!

[toradoshi862.livejournal.com]

Yay! Another chapter, will read tonight when things have returned to "normal" around here (good Weiss fic requires my undivided attention). I love this story You write Ken so well (I share your obsession). I've been reading your stories and journal for awhile now. Do you mind if I friend you? (Your welcome to friend back of course, but don't feel obligated, I hardly ever post, and it's never interesting)

[vermachtnis.livejournal.com]

You and your story kill me. Kill me dead, I swear. And I wouldn't want it any other way, really. The angst. The rain. The way it ended. Pleasant death by over-fangirlism.

You may expect a review tonight when I get a chance to read it a second time. I want to make sure I didn't miss anything on the first read-through [I was so busy squealing about Ken that I might have, really] and give myself a chance to organize my thoughts so it's not as crazy as last chapter's review.

[kay-cricketed.livejournal.com]

Oh... first of all, I've only JUST got to your newest entries, and I'm so sorry about your cat, Laila. >.< I know it doesn't make things better-- as if anything could-- but I'm so sorry. Losing a cat always feels even worse than losing a person to me, believe it or not, because... well, they're mine, you know?

I can't believe there are such bastards in this world to do that. *hugs tightly* Not even the decency to stop. Christ.

:( I hope you feel better soon. You didn't deserve this, and neither did your cat. Are you planning on getting another soon, or are you going to wait? Believe it or not, sometimes it helps to fill in the empty space while still not replacing it.

And this being said, I guiltily go off to read the newest chapter of your Mega-Angst Fic of DOOM, pleased at the promise of even more angst to drench Ken in. ^^;;;

*hugs again* Hey... if there's anything I can do to help, just let me know... :( Okay?

Moonflower! Oh, the LOVE.

Dancing monkey girl

[(Anonymous)]

Don't know if you realize this - or if it matters - but dancing monkey girl is from the tenjho tenge anime which includes Shinichiro Miki doing the voice of a dreadlocked big black dude named Bob and Tomokazu Seki doing the voice of the guy who has a crush on - wait for it - the dancing monkey girl who is now you. See it all comes back to Ken.