laila
13 August 2005 @ 12:39 am
A Story What I Wroted All By Myself  
... or rather, a part of one. Yup, by hook or by crook I will finish this book fanfiction the length of New Mexico. I finished Chapter 21 last night (in Devon - what else is there to do late at night in darkest Devon?) and swore that I would update this fic as soon as possible come what may, and hey - I've got to do something to take my mind off this thing with the cat. I mean, I don't even live here most of the time. I don't really have the right to be the hysterical one. That wouldn't be fair on my mother: she at least has a genuine reason to feel really upset about this. I can be upset, sure, but I shouldn't be in her face about it. She's definitely going to be more lastingly upset than I am over this.

Anyway. That's enough of that. I don't want to wallow in misery over this - I'm supposed to be an adult, I should start trying to act like one. Thanks to everyone for listening to my venting my grief over my parents' poor dead cat. Please take this fic part as a token of my gratitude.

Seuche Chapter 17: Vertrauen

And if you don't like my fanfics then you can... um... you can make yourself a nice cup of tea?

Though if you don't like my fanfics you probably shouldn't be reading my livejournal as they're about the only interesting thing it has going for it and should instead be taking healthful enjoyment in getting to know your neighbors or taking long walks in the countrysi

I have to admit that - hold the front page - I actually like the way this chapter came out. It is full of angst. With any luck I will not be the only one who likes this chapter, because there is angst and arguing and Youji being worried and Ken all wet and depressed and there's enough emotional baggage in here to fill the hold of a 747. Maybe it's no bad thing I was so remiss about writing the last chapter and therefore got to post this chapter I actually like on a night when God knows I definitely needed a little bit of a lift.

Finally, as I've been feeling depressed and headachey and all in all rather low...

Dance the night away by karchan85
Name
What you Look likedancey dancey
The MusicR&B
Quiz created with MemeGen!

I AM DANCING LIKE A MONKEY AND NOT TRIPPING ON MY ABSURDLY LONG HAIR. Yay.

R&B? Um... well, I guess I could be listening to Hikki. I like Hikki, and I guess you could say she was an R&B singer without stretching the term too much.

Sorry. But silly memes always do make me feel a little bit happier when I'm feeling low. As does listening to 'Moonflower' over and over and over and over and over until my brain begs for mercy. I guess I could have tweaked the source code so that my spazzy dancing woman with unfeasibly long hair was actually dancing to 'Moonflower', but what would the point of doing memes be if I played with the results to suit myself?

YAY 'Moonflower' I LOVE you when I am feeling down you lift me up. Perhaps it's a Ken thing.
 
 
Current Music: moonflower - seki tomokazu
Current Mood: headachey