God damn, why are preparation for practice weeks so lame?

I'm exhausted. I didn't get much sleep last night and what I did have was interrupted and insane. Didn't make me very happy. So consequently here I am, blasted out of my mind on sheer exhaustion, in the LRC having just jumped about answering most of my lovely comments and desperately trying to appear attentive. I don't get the feeling I'm doing anything particularly productive though, and that's bugging me. This practice week - or at least today's part of it - seems to be pretty much a duplicate of the one I did for Care of the Ill Adult One.

Well, perhaps it's fitting since I'm now on Care of the Ill Adult Two. I honestly can't see any difference between the booklet for this placement and the one I did back in October. Blah. Oh well, at least I get my Specialist in the third year, and I wanted that. I wanted lots of experience under my belt before I had to do critical care.

I am bored. My Gackt song well and truly rocks my world, but I'm still bored.

(God damn, would you believe it. I'm sat here in the LRC, to all intents and purposes working busily, and I've just been told off for typing too loud. Yes, I have been told off for typing too loud. What the fuck? Talking, yeah, I could understand it. Listening to Gackt too loud, yeah, fine. But typing too loud? Excuse me? What next? Are people going to get told to leave the canteen for eating in it?)

I had some interesting dreams last night though. I know - other people's dreams are boring as sin. I won't bother talking too much about the actual content of them, but as one of them had a lot of very cute cats in and another one absolutely and categorically contained Ken, they could have been a lot worse. What can I say, I have an overactive imagination,. some very vivid dreams and a definite tendency to dream about Ken Hidaka. I just wish I'd get more of the yaoi ones involving Youji.

Speaking of Ken - I'm plotting a scene in 'Seuche' which will involve both Youji and himself and will also be Cute. Angsty, but cute. I've done Hurt - done it beyond the call of duty, in fact. I think it's about time I tried for a bit of Comfort. Oh, the cuteness. It kept me awake last night because I was cooing over the angst-ridden sappiness of it all. 21 chapters in (or I will be) and finally a bit of fluff. About bloody time too, says the part of my brain responsible for the 'Proximity' arc...

Now I must be off - further boredom awaits.